I’ve worked half a week! It’s been nice to use my brain. It seems like the gig will end very early this morning so I am trying to get in to get what few hours may be available.
Everything else is just the same. Waiting on paperwork for my dad’s estate. Running around to play soccer. Waiting for the government to start the well-paying gig. Hoping that I have enough to get by until that happens. I did get to re-schedule my physical that I had to miss when I was out of state for my dad, and am happy to report that all of my vitals are good. And, my doctor does not think we need to consider me as higher risk for cancer even though he is immediate family; his cancer mainly impacts men and those with very different lifestyles from mine.
I did significant things to improve my business this week and will likely sign a new client this weekend. That’s a relief! I still think I’ll have to give my business another loan, but it can be smaller.
Unsurprisingly, my mental health is definitely improved by having work to do. A little less money stress. An enforced early wake-up time. Less time to hyper-focus on my feelings that shift rapidly still. As I write this, I’m frustrated and angry with my girlfriend. Two days ago, I had a hard time resisting contacting her to tell her how wonderful my day was. These phases are natural. Whether we stay together or break up, they all make sense. All of the emotions are valid. The things I’m angry about I was upset about throughout our relationship. My wanting to share joy with her is the same. All of this can change, but for now, I just have to accept that my emotions are going to stay in a flux position for awhile.
I’m now more than halfway done with Invisalign. After that first week, I’m really glad I stuck with it. Significant pain reduction. I’m looking forward to eating whatever I want again, as well.
This week’s net worth numbers
|Rewards Card 2||-2702||-2947|
|Rewards Card||-5613 (BT)||-5613 (BT)|
Do you think the federal government will shut down or that I will start the good gig before Christmas?